Todd's Journey

The story of my cancer journey

We have reached a pivotal moment in my cancer journey. Today, my oncologist confirmed that I am currently cancer free. Although there may still be microscopic traces of cancer in my body, they are not visible or detectable at all. My scans are the equivallent to someone who does not have cancer.

The bigger part of the news is how exceptionally well I responded to the chemotherapy and immunotherapy treatments. For someone to be diagnosed with high-grade, muscle evasive bladder cancer that has metasticized to their lungs, to achieve cancer free status in five months is remarkable. Only 5% of bladder cancer patients have done this.

Now this does not mean that my cancer will not be back. But it does up the chances that it may stay away. As mentioned in a previous post, if I can go two years of cancer free status, the likelihood it will return lowers. That will be my next goal and milestone. (well, every scan from this point on will be a milestone)

So what's next? Well, I will continue to be monitored for cancer signs going forward, and may at some point go back on some form of immunotherapy maintenance. They are not sure of this option yet, as they continue to work on lowering my creatinine levels. I also have a follow up with a nephrologist (kidney doctor) just so they can have a quick look at my kidneys and treat any damage that may have been caused by the immunotherapy.

My oncologist also ordered an MRI be done on my lumbar spine area to get a better look at what might be going on with my leg pain and stiffness. Once they have figured that out, they will be able to treat it appropriately. At this point they just aren't sure what is going on with it.

Finally, my urological oncologist believes it's time now to take out my ureteral stents. He will make arrangements for that somewhere toward the end of April. With the stents out, the frequency of urination (which keeps me up at night) should go away, and I should be back to normal urinary frequency.

If not for the leg issue, and the stents in place, I would pretty much be back to myself pre-cancer. (with the exception of the weight gain and puffy face due to the steroids, and the immunotherapy) The weight should go back to normal for me, but it's going to take some time for sure.

Update on Steroid Therapy

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Hello All,

I am on day 2 of my steroid treatment to try and shut down the overactive immune system I now have from the immunotherapy.

While I have not yet gained the water weight (oh, it will come... lol) I have found myself with little to no pain since starting the therapy.

This leads me to believe that the abdominal pains I was suffering through were probably a result of the immunotherapy, and now that my immune system is settling down a bit, the pain has seemingly gone away.

Other symptoms of the immunotherapy also seem to be weening down, or gone.

The gold marker for me will be to see if my creatinine levels come down now as well. We will have those test results next Tuesday (the 27th).

Urinary bladder training

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For those of you who are asking me about how my bladder training is going, I am currently up to almost 2 and a half hours between urges to urinate.

I continue to try and allow more urine to sit in my bladder before going to the washroom so that my bladder will learn to expand a bit and understand it can hold more urine than it thinks.

The ends of the ureteral stents in my bladder do not seem to be irritating me as much, and there is now very little pain associated with urination.

So all in all, much improvement on that front. I will keep at the bladder training for a while still.

Had my first immunotherapy session today. Almost made it through the whole session, but unfortunately had a reaction with 8 minutes to go. I began shaking significantly for almost 20 minutes. They managed to get that under control by administering large doses of Benadryl, and a steroid. The shaking did subside and i did finish the remainder of my immunotherapy session with no further incident.

The ER doctor and Pharmacist at the Hospital said the the shaking can be expeccted when my immune system is in 'overdrive' from the therapy drug. They will give me the benadryl and steroid prior to the immuno drug next session in hopes to prevent the shaking from occurring again.

Unfortunately the Benadryl dosing and steroid made me very tired and weak again. I had to leave the hospital in a wheelchair, and when I got home, my legs collapsed just upon entering the house. Jamie helped support me to the floor and then we waiting there for about 5 minutes until I had enough strength in my legs to get and up make it to the couch. My strength returned in the afternoon.

As for the bladder update, I am still urinating very frequently but the time in between needing to urinate is slowly getting longer. The pain in urination is also getting better, with less stinging and burning now. I suspect things are getting better, but it sure is a slow process. The good news is I am peeing on my own, and my urine is quite clear.

That's the update for now. Take care everyone. Talk to you again soon, and I'll try and do a video blog update soon.

Had a quick appointment today with my family doctor. She is going to start to get me off the insulin since my chemo is now done, and I can back to my regular diabetes medication again. We will slowly transition off the insulin over the next few months.

The new stents seem to be working well, but my bladder is still not used to having so much urine in it, so it's causing me to go to the bathroom whenever it gets a small amount of urine in it. The only fix for this is time right now. My bladder has to get used to having urine in it, and increasing the volume before it makes me want to go to the washroom.

The stinging and burning during urination is better now, but stilll a bit bothersome. This will also take a bit of time to heal, and is normal following a cystoscopy and stent insertions.

My next big test will be tomorrow when I start my immunotherapy. Hopefully I will not have any major side effects and will have good success with the medication.

I will keep you all posted on my immunotherapy sessions.

Had a great chat last evening with my urological oncologist, Dr. Morash - one of the best I know - and he suggested to me that I might NOT have a bladder infection. Given my symptoms, it doesn't appear I do. But he ordered a urine culture be done, just to be sure.

My urine today has been clear and urine coloured again. So he may be right. We'll see in a few days when I get the results back from the culture.

Also met with my family doctor today, Dr. Seguin, to give her an update on my cancer journey. She seemed pleased with the progress being made, and told me there were a lot of positives to be proud of. Although I know that there is never a guarantee with chemo or cancer treatment, we are hoping the results of December 6th scans will be positive.

Feeling much less fatigued today, and on the upswing again. Ready to take on my last chemo cycle starting next Thursday.

Will keep you all posted.

Yet another bladder infection!!!

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This chemotherapy is wiping me out! Seems each cycle of chemo is a bit rougher on me than the one before. I just got over a bladder infection a couple of weeks ago, and now I have yet another one.

These infections are probably occurring as my immune systems are under a lot of stress these days, and so I am prone to more infections.

I am awaiting to hear back from my urological oncologist, who will likely ask me to get another urine culture. Then will treat my infection with antibiotics again.

Hopefully after the last chemo session, my immunity will return to more normal levels over time, and I should see less infections. At least I am hoping so.